Dear Brother

Every day until the sunset, we got ourselves dirty with mud.

Those days that we wasted so foolishly are hard to throw away.

I'm a dreamer, but that's just how I am.

Its alright if you don't want to be broken like a jigsaw puzzle.

To you, when someone says "Yes", it's the same as if they said "no".

We thought we would always be free...

When the wind blows through tomorrow, even if the puzzle is broken,

Nobody will blame us.

That day, we believed that our dreams weren't wrong.

We just went across the rough seas.

I always knew about the pain you carried in your heart...

Even if you leave this ship and ended up in a different world,

We'll be able to smile in the end.

Even now, we continue dreaming, continue riding on those

embraced dreams...

We'll fight the rough seas today, even with our pain,

So that our promises don't become lies.

And then one day,

To you who left our ship, and are now in a different world,

someday I will send that completed puzzle.

Song of Demon

You are choose your own destiny
Even if this cruel world makes your heart broken,
or tear it apart,
you must not give up your ambition

Many people give up their dreams
just for a stupid thing
A meaningless thing called compassion,
an illusion named love

The world is not kind to anyone
But, the will power is unbeatable
Even the destiny won't ever defeat it
Will not destroy it

 

This world is a trickster
You cannot show your weakness in front of him
If you show him a single weakness,
you'll burn into ashes

"You will never been saved"

He will throw you to the deep black hole
And once you fall in there,
there's no hope to come back
No one can save you

At that time, all things will betray you
even it is your own sense
You will lose anything
It will drive you crazy

And for the first time in your life,
you will not thinking about anything
Nothing, but one...
One option that you must do

"Hey, come with me to the hell"

The beautiful place
which full of sweetness of poison
A place where darkness will save you
with his cleverness, sweetness, and silence



All demons are the beautiful white roses with thorn. 
They are beautiful and sweet, but you must careful because they can make you bleeding...
 
All words will never betray you
They won't lie, they will serve you right
They will make you satisfied
Satisfy with their sweet tongue

"See? All you have to choose is DIE"

Am I Beautiful?

Am I beautiful?
Even thought I born in the hatred and the jealousy
Am I beautiful?
Although I live with blood

Am I beautiful?
Am I beautiful?
That's the question I always ask to anyone
The only question that I have

Is there anyone who can tell me the answer?
Is there any answer can make me satisfied?
To make me stop this madness
To make me release from this chain of blood

 

Hey, kids,
you're the honest creatures in this world
Please, tell me the answer
Don't run from me!

Why?
Why can't the people tell me?
Why they just can run?
Even, the kids, they can't be honest

Lie is the one I hate
Fear is the one I despise
Is there any feeling that clear as a candy?
Is there any heart that have fragrant like a pomade?

If there's any, then I don't have to coloring them again
Coloring them with the color that I like
The color of blood
The color of rose

Make them feel the way I feel
Make them know the meaning of fear
To show them the consequence of lie
into their beautiful mouth

So, hey, please answer me now!
Am I beautiful?

My Little Room

Hey, somebody,
do you want to play a game?
Come on play with me

With me,
a lonely little girl who trapped in her little room
A girl who just want to be your friend

Will you?
Are you dare?
Of course you will, right?

This is not a difficult game
Just like a hide and seek
Just like a quiz

Let's begin with "Red or Blue"
then you can choose where we can play
where we can start this game

Choose blue, then we can play in your place
Choose red, then you can play in my little room
I will be glad if you choose the "Red" one

Hey, let's begin the game
You can run now
You can hide now

1...
2...
3...

I will looking for you
Where are you?

Here? No...
Or here? No...

Where are you?
I'm coming...

Ah?!

There you are...

The Way I Love You

This is the way I'm loving.

With this bloody heart, I feel you.

With a TRICK, I keep you.

With this BLOOD, I satisfy you.

With the spider web, I chain you.

I will keep you eternal in the cold coffin of my mind,

keep you Rest In Peace in the sway of requiem

and write your name in the grave of my life...

I Want To Be a Beautiful Night

I want to be a beautiful night,
that save a little light which can give a miracle

I want to be a beautiful night,
that always keep a mystery but can give a protection

And...
I want to be a beautiful night,
that hated by anyone but always can give a happiness for anyone who love it

Cold Prison

The scarlet singing voice
Will dye your chest
Like a melody that you eternally yearn for
Yet it's quick to scatter

The darkness of the night protecting the moon
Whispers a lullaby
Until the eyes of a girl who doesn't cry
are moistened by a dream

Heat...
The revenant of darkness
The prologue of requiem
Her forgotten sad story



Dark...
Her tears,
her shout,
which not heard by anybody

Concrete...
Her sadness,
her pain,
her shame

Unbearable pain,
unbearable agony...
Overflowed in her gripping shout
Just think about how to survive

You lost your freedom,
your youth,
your dream
in the hand of them, the dirty sinner

In the middle of nightmare,
in the middle of cruelness,
in the middle of their evil laugh,
you survive in that cold prison without know your sin

Could it be there is a hatred in your heart?
Could it be there is a grudge in your mind?
I know there is
But, you forget it all just to try to survive

You pray with your low voice...
God, please release me from this agony...
set me free from them...
from this unbearable pain...
from this cruelness...

O sunlight that hidden by the hollow darkness
Now, you'd set free
Join the eternality with Him
I hope you will be rest in peace

Our pray always be your soul...
In the silence of the shining sky
There exists your own and only garden
Someday, you'll make your way
to the far side of the shore...